Mar. 29, 2014

    This week was good. Except for Friday, I had a horrible headache and my body just kind of shut down in me. I think it was because I had not eaten anything, but I'm not for sure. I feel better now, but I have a pounding headache again today. My sinuses have always been really messed up and I get headaches constantly because of it. After a while I got used to them and now, except for a few, special cases it doesn't really bother me.
   I got to meet my friend's dog the other day and he is so cute. His name is peanut and I love him. I want to just keep him with me forever. He is so charismatic and funny. You would think he was a person. I love him so much!!

Mar 23, 2014

I have had dance so much. I had a dress rehearsal Friday and I am in every number so I got no breaks. It hurt so much when I was done. I literally fell asleep with a piece of pizza in my mouth because I was so tired. I woke up the next morning with unchewed pizza in my mouth and bobby pins and make-up all over my pillow. Then I had to get dressed and go back to dance. My mind, body, and soul hurt because of it.

Mar 16, 2014

I am really tired because I have had dance every day this week. My body hurts so bad, but my friend massaged my back so its not that bad anymore. She is going to school to become a masseuse so it was pretty amazing. I love her so much. I have never realized how many friends I have made from dance before. I have been friends with these people for years and I love them and trust them with my life basically.  Especially with some of the stunts we do. Its crazy how you take these things for granted when you dont pay attention to them.

Mar 9, 2014

I am so excited for the competition coming up its going to be really fun. I hope we dont get there and everyone else is better than us. That would 've horrible. What if we get last place? What if we dont even place at all? We have all worked so hard and we would all be angry and sad. More angry than sad because of all of the work we have put in.

Mar 2, 2014

It is finally March!!! March is a great month for me. Its is right around spring break and a lot of people I  my family have birthdays in March. Which means I get cake a lot. I am also going to a Bulls game at thr end of March which is always good. I don't really watch basketball, but I know about it and Im excited to be going to the game.

Feb 23, 2014

I need to sleep so bad. Im excited about dance. Yesterday my friend fell in dance and it made my month. Not because she was hurt, but because of her face when she fell she was surprised and hurt and angry at the same time. Its so funny because she is always laughing at me because I'm so clumsy. Karma is a great thing and I love it. It reminds me of that show My Name is Earl. It was one of the only shows that I used to watch with my dad because we could all watch it.

Feb 16, 2014

The competition for dance is getting closer. I am so annoyed by the girls that think we are going to be on dance moms and all that other bull crap. Its so naive and stupid of them. I have never understood why people believe stupid things. I believe that I am a realist. I think realistically even if it hurts. Its so stupid to have false hope. Overly optimistic people get on my nerves they need to think realistically about the world not just live in your own bubble

Feb 9, 2014

   I just want to sleep so much. This week was nothing special, it was just like any other week. Wake up, go to school, go home, go to dance, go home, sleep, and repeat. I really need a change of pace and some excitement in my life. I need to do more with my life and how I spend it.
      I just want to sleep sometime,but I never do.  Is that weird?

Feb 2, 2013

This past week was horrible. I have had dance everyday this week and my body hurts so much. School was ok, I have to write a essay for AP World and I dont understand what's happening in chemistry. Overall school is kind of crazy right now. I just want to sleep and go home. I want to just quit school and go to sleep. Better yet, I want to just have a career already. That would make my life so much easier than what it is now

Jan 26, 2013

Im so sleepy and tired. I just want a wonderful bed to fall down and sleep on. I've been depressed lately.  I talked to my mom about it, but I dont know if she thinks im serious or not.  It feels as though I really want to just never leave bed and its getting harder and harder to get up. 

Jan 19, 2014

I just want to sleep. My head is pounding and I really need a nap and a good rest. I just want to go home even though I am home. I know its crazy but that is always where I want to be no matter where I am. I have always found comfort at home with my family. I have been raised with my damily all atound me and I love it that way. It just makes me me feel safe when im around family 

Jan. 12, 2014

    I really just want to sleep. I've been tired this whole week and I want to sleep so hard lol. Im so hilarious its not even funny. No matter what I do I just want to laugh. Laughing is an amazing cure for every thing

Dec. 22, 2013

Im really excited for Christmas break. Im going to hibernate the whole time. Im more excited for sleep than presents and family time.the first few months getting acclimated again to school are rough. I really need rest and solitude.  I've been around so many people and so many things that I just want to be by myself for a while and just sleep. I love family time and everything, but I like alone time too. Its crazy how I used to not even k ow what tired meant but i know for sure now. 

Dec. 15, 2013

This week was nothing special. I have been thinking about it though and I want to become a vampire. Not a gruesome vampire, but a glamorous, Twilight vampire. I want to have a fantasy life, maybe its because I've always been so mature for my age compared to other family members. I have always been the one who has to be responsible for everyone else and now I just want to live in my own fantasty land. I want to be a vampire and marry a werewolf and live happily ever after. Thats what has been going through my mind this week

Dec. 8th, 2013

I have started my countdown to Christmas.  It is the only other worthy holiday besides my birthday.  At least I think so. One day my birthday will be a national holiday and everyone will thank me because they get a day off of work and school. I know I thank Abraham Lincoln and Martin Luther king Jr when we get out of school for their birthdays. I want my day to actually be on my birthday though not a few days after or before or even a estimate. That is my thought for the week :)